Based on some of my posts from the last few months (specifically the ones from November and december), it might seem like 2012 was a horrible year for me, but that’s not true at all! Well, it ended horribly, but the first 9 months of 2012 were pretty good!
One great thing that happened to me was that after almost 4 years, I finally got my braces taken off! Well, it was more like 3 years and 10 months to be exact. I got my braces taken in January, a few weeks before my 21st birthday. I was so happy! It took me a while to get used to it.
Some other good things that happened- I finally graduated and got my AA. Not much, but I’m a step closer to get my bachelor’s degree 🙂 I also got my first job ever! I’m still there, surprisingly lol It’s been 5 months and I’ve met some pretty cool people, and one, well, person who wasn’t so nice. But I think I’ve written enough about that person tbh
I was a LA Galaxy STH and went to so many games. I also went to see USMNT in Arizona, as well as LA Galaxy in Portland. Real Madrid and Tottenham Spurs came to LA and played against LA Galaxy at HDC (Home Depot Center).
For the most part, 2012 was a good year for me. I think November and December were really bad months, because of that person and everything that happened, well more like half of November. But I’m not going to say that 2012 was awful just that one month and a half.
I’m hoping 2013 is much better!
Although I’ve been going to school for over 15+ years, I still always get nervous about the first day of school. I’m not really sure why tbh. Anyways, this semester, I’m only taking one class (yay!) but it’s math class (boo). Well, it wasn’t so bad. I mean, it’s like it will be one of my favorite classes, it is math after all, but the teacher wasn’t that bad. From what I read about him on ratemyprofessor.com , I was expecting him to have a really thick accent and that i would have trouble understanding him. I can understand him which is good lol I don’t really like that we have to do our homework online, but we have a week to finish our homework so that’s good. Oh and of course, there’s a cute guy in my class. Not just any cute guy, he’s a soccer player! When I used to write for my school newspaper, I would cover the men’s soccer team here and he was one of the starters. Well, anyways, my goal is to pass this class and finally get out of here! I’m aiming for an A, though I’d settle for a B tbh
Before you guys think I’m talking about the (work) ex, I’m not. I’m sure many of you remember when I used to like another coworker, before I started liking my ex. We’ll call him “D” for now. Well, I think I wrote about a comment he made to me at work one day. At the time, I was like omg, I can’t believe he told me that, but then I started to think about it and I realized that he was somewhat right, like he had a point. Idk why I was still thinking about what he said more than a week later, but I guess because it’s because that’s how I am. Certain comments that people make just stay with me for a while.
Well, he had asked me if I wore makeup. When I said no, he kept asking me why not? Then he was like is it because you don’t want to attract people, the attraction or something like that. At first, I was like omg no -.- But since then, I realized that he’s kind of right. When I go to work or just go out in general, I don’t put too much thought into my appearance, ie make up, my hair, or my clothes. I guess in a way, sometimes, I’d rather be invisible. Hmm, well maybe not invisible, but I’d rather not go all out- ie put on make up, fix my hair all nice, wear pretty clothes, try to look attractive and have people not even notice or think I’m not good enough. Idk if that makes sense, but I guess what I’m trying to say is that I don’t want to put in the effort and then it’s not even worth it.
Idk maybe I don’t make sense but that’s just how I feel.