What do I want in 2013? To be happy. Yes, this sounds lame, but after the last few months, that’s not too much to ask for right? Some other things I want- for my football clubs to do well 🙂 to finally transfer to a 4 year, go to Portland for the weekend, see the USMNT qualify for the 2014 World Cup, do all the things on my 2013 “Bucket List” lol
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Looking Back on 2012
Based on some of my posts from the last few months (specifically the ones from November and december), it might seem like 2012 was a horrible year for me, but that’s not true at all! Well, it ended horribly, but the first 9 months of 2012 were pretty good!
One great thing that happened to me was that after almost 4 years, I finally got my braces taken off! Well, it was more like 3 years and 10 months to be exact. I got my braces taken in January, a few weeks before my 21st birthday. I was so happy! It took me a while to get used to it.
Some other good things that happened- I finally graduated and got my AA. Not much, but I’m a step closer to get my bachelor’s degree 🙂 I also got my first job ever! I’m still there, surprisingly lol It’s been 5 months and I’ve met some pretty cool people, and one, well, person who wasn’t so nice. But I think I’ve written enough about that person tbh
I was a LA Galaxy STH and went to so many games. I also went to see USMNT in Arizona, as well as LA Galaxy in Portland. Real Madrid and Tottenham Spurs came to LA and played against LA Galaxy at HDC (Home Depot Center).
For the most part, 2012 was a good year for me. I think November and December were really bad months, because of that person and everything that happened, well more like half of November. But I’m not going to say that 2012 was awful just that one month and a half.
I’m hoping 2013 is much better!
I Thought I Was Over You
When I started working there,
You were the first person who caught my eye
I don’t know what it was about you,
But the first time I saw you, I was like whoa
I remember thinking “Yes!
I have at least one cute coworker!”
I didn’t expect you to talk to me at all,
But for some reason, you did
The more we talked,
The bigger my crush on you got
Until…
Another coworker (my former “friend”)
Started telling me things about you,
He managed to convince me that liking you was a bad idea and that I should like him instead,
Which I did
Months later though,
Something happened.
I went a month without seeing you.
When I finally saw you again
It was like seeing you for the first time.
All those feelings came back
And it’s like I have a crush on you again
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My Views on Love at Age 17
Well, today I was cleaning and I found a journal from when I was 17 years old. Here’s an entry I found. All I can I say about that entry is wow. It looks like something I could’ve written recently. It’s about love and how I felt about it back then.
July 17th, 2008
Question of the Day:
What’s the difference between love and like? I don’t think I believe in love, well loving your family and friends, yes. But not “love” you know, when a guy and a girl fall in love. This probably makes me look heartless or whatever, but the truth is I don’t believe in love because if I allow myself to fall in love with the wrong person, I might end up getting hurt and I don’t think I can handle the pain very well…..I won’t let myself fall in love, I need to find a way to keep myself from falling in love and getting hurt.
Wow. What a thing for 17 year old me to say/write. I wish I could’ve read this a few months ago! Lol
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